Steps To That - 07-08-24
Steps to That.
- Some days ago, I imagined all people on earth congratulating me.
- Two days ago, I used The Work by Byron Katie to identify that I had created a belief that I could not fit in, and this created a negative identity. This related to the fear of rejection.
- That night, with “Tantra,” I opened my to heart to embracing all rejection in the world. I felt darknesses and disgusting emotions release from my body.
- Yesterday, I had the excess necessary to have had another Satori if I had done nothing else but practice a technique.
- I instead read The Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus. I saw that my desires for rebelliousness and independence are in themselves a form of slavery, of which I would be condemned to the results of my own choices. I also accepted failures and undesirables in the present moment.
- Yesterday, I consciously imagined and accepted every person I have met known rejecting me.
- Today and the last days, I have firmly established that if I write my intention on paper and draw a circle around it, it will be created acceptably.
- Today, I was led into the bookstore to find Sufi Thought and Action by Idries Shaw. I see the ways I have gone off of the Path.