Steps To That: 08/27/24

God is resting inside of this sacred body. 

My attention is now fixed on the darkness I cannot see. 

I have been watching it, and I start to see that all arises out of this. 

The expressions of God. 

I am the container of the expressions of God. 

In realizing this, I looked back at my mind and saw that it was silent, waiting, 

Waiting for me, the Silent I Am that has now hovered over the mysterious darkness from which God creates his forms. 

This mind, this machine, it had been running without an operator, running berserk, attempting to drive itself. 

In trying to run itself, the machine had been running like a mindless self-driving car with no brakes. 

Lao Tzu said, I look inside myself and know. 

The weight of this is heavier now. 

The darkness is fullness. 

The emptiness begins to fill me with bliss. 

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God is inside of me. 

I am starting to see, from the invisible darkness, all projections arise.

I take those projections, and as an ignorant spell-caster, I cast those projections on myself, on other, on the world.