Steps To That: 11/27-28/2024

November 27

Simply being meditation really woke me up.

I found that I create all ideas, perceptions, and I give them power.

Including my voice. The voice I decided to animate was much different than my normal voice.

I experience this as, there is nothing but a contentment, that distressing feelings and senses of self are ideas that I am not.

I investigated many thought forms and senses, all of them.

I was also able to watch the mental process that was concerned that I would not be able to remain aware in the future, and I was able to observe that future as a thought.

I was also able to embrace thoughts instead of attempting to deny them.

November 28

So much relief after pulling back from that meditation,

I found that peace of just being, not sure if I’ve ever fully been able to be me before.

Love in me arose a while later.

It also addressed that I do intend to be for love and heart.. being awake without love, is not my intention.