Steps To That Series

I realized it is the feeling of pain in the lack of love. My intuition is right: This is enlightenment, Because I am interpreting it as the lack of love, But the truth of this universe is that there is only love. I was able to realize this when I

I believe that the soul piercing pure pain that I have interpreted as depression, maybe even suicidality, is the key to my enlightenment. I believe that all that separates me from enlightenment was that I misinterpreted that pain. My intuition also told me something else: It told me that when

There was another development. Dancing in the sky. This phrase. It’s echoed in all of our human media. Maybe it’s just an expression. Well, two things happened. One, I was on day 27 of a Jupiter Kriya ritual. The end of this involved a freeform dance. The work

Yesterday while I was looking past my own reflection, while I was looking on the other side of the mirror, taking the master’s advice,  I spent time recognizing that I withheld love from myself, that I withheld the same acknowledgment and devotion and praise I give freely to others,

God is resting inside of this sacred body.  My attention is now fixed on the darkness I cannot see.  I have been watching it, and I start to see that all arises out of this.  The expressions of God.  I am the container of the expressions of God.  In realizing

Tonight, I was present and aware enough to sense into my senses, set my imaginations to the side, and look within. I sense inside my body, I feel my bones, and I feel the darkness, the space, the chamber through which breath tunnels in and out in intervals. That darkness